So there is this new program on Discovery Health about life in the NICU. It premiered tonight.
And no, I did not watch it. I know it's a good thing, to try and educate the public about things like this. Heck, I wish I understood it more before our life in the NICU. Maybe it would have been less of a shock. And I'm sure the stories have "happy endings." But that's not real life. So how true is it?
I don't know if I can watch. I don't know if I need to. I lived it. I breathed it. For months. And honestly, I don't know if I ever want to have to go back through that emotional journey again. Ever.
And that's ok.