*&^$$#^(*&^)()#@

Yup, the title pretty much covers it.

Maryn's back in the hospital. Pneumonia. Joy. Seriously? WTF? I am so scared and so damn mad. It took just about every ounce of strength in my body to not tear my hair out. Why does this keep happening? Hasn't she been through enough?

And when are things going to start working out so that I don't have to feel like a complete failure as a mom? Dammit, I should have brought her in yesterday when I was concerned about her coughing.